Reasons

Assalamualaikum dan salam sayang semuanyaa.Dah habis Sea Games kann,focus balik dgn krja masing2*including me* .Give a very big applause to our Malaysia contingent because they've reached their target in this 2015 Sea Games!2017 nanti kita pulak.So,nak sign up jd volunteer ni.Can't wait for itttt.

So,this post actually nak share sket mengenai jalan aka halatuju aka laluan aka cita-cita selepas ambik result SPM.Dapat je result UPU ke biasiswa ke,mesti ramai yg tanya kan "Ko dapat U mana" "Dapat course apa" "Dapat IPG tak" "Under sape" "A-level ke IB" "Negara mana nanti" .Confirm!Sebab sy pon dh mengalaminya sendiri.Berkenaan dgn halatuju ni kan,ramai yg cakap "FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAMS" tp kan kadang2 bnyk faktor kau kena jugak ikhlaskan hati kau utk benda lain.Contoh dia duit taupun kewangan keluarga.Kau nak gile gile gile gilelah dgn U and course yg kau dpt UPU tu,tp kalau family kau tak restu,susah gak.Sebab diorang yang keluarkan duit bukan kau.

Pastu kan,kadang2 Allah bagi kau semua yg kau nak.First choice matrik dapat,first choice UPU dapat,first choice IPG dapat and scholarship pon dapat.Dalam masa tu,kau happy gler kan smua yg kau nak dapat tapii kau kena ingat gak blessing dr family tu penting!.Kau study tinggi mana pon,kau happy gler la kat U dapat master lagitu TP kalau parents kau tak restu,merana hidup tau.Boleh tenteram ke gitu.

So,mcm sy,i've got a scholarship that provides me to further my study in management foundation and lead to bachelor in accountancy at Multimedia University!At first,memang excited habis sbb accountancy tu my second dream tau*yg first tu,psychology*.Dah terbayang dahh study sana nanti,dah buat research sket pasal management foundation and MMU ni,And yet,on that day jugak sy dapat result dr IPG yg sy ditawarkan study Math kat Miri.

Sy pon bagitau la parents pasal ni,memang nervous habis nak bagitau diorang pasal benda tu,sbb parents more to IPG sedangkan sy tak minat langsung nak jd seorang guru.Hampir satu hari ni memang sy fight utk scholarship tu tadi and from that day my mom tak cakap pn dgn saya..Sape tak sedih kan,duduk sebumbung and she's my own mom.Memang depressed habis sy haritu.Tak makan pon sehari-hari,tak keluar dr bilik.I've asked a few friends of mine about their opinions in this matter.Bnyk yg cakap try pujuk and tell them what is that scholarship actually.And,sy ada tanya sorang member ni,dia ni lah yg menyedarkan sy betapa foolish ny keputusan sy tk pilih biasiswa tu.Dia yg sedarkan sy yg parents adlh segala-galanya and dunia ni satu pinjaman sementara and bnyk lagilah.Mau menitis air mata ni.

From that day,i've decided to study at IPG Miri and terbukak hati utk terima that offer.Mak ayah memang excited nak sy study sana,and you can see mcm mana diorang excited nak beli brg keperluan kau tk kat sana , nak beli laptop.mak ayah memang happy, Kita pon happy.Tu lah,orang cakap blessing drpd mak ayah penting tau."So,kiralah sy ambik scholarship tu,excited tak mak ayah sy?"Selagi kita hidup ni,selagi tu lah kita berbakti kat parents.Make them happy!So,less than 4 days,sy akan maiii ke Mirii.Say hye to Miri-ians.



Semoga Allah memudahkan perjalanan hidup sy ini.Amin.

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